so many things have happened this year... i know, it's only september but i'm already reflecting on a eventful year, both on the good and bad side.. and undoubtably, it's not only me who's having some hardships to face.. a lot of my friends have had some sort of straining to their relationships, studies.. so on la.. crap, bottom line, not a year to remember...
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malay-sia is 48! omg.. haha.. just here to actually tell you guys who still read here that i'm still alive and kicking.. CSI now.. gtg watch! promise a post tomorrow! hahhaha.. bye!
in every relationship, there's bound to be quarrels, there's bound to be everlasting memories, there's bound to be gifts and items that were exchanged... so wad do you do with them when it all crumbles? i'm now at a big cross road.. i really really wanna forget, after being exposed to what i think is the harshest, and painfully and excruciatingly cruel news to me.. may not be so bad to someone else, but to me, i could actually die from this.. news that i think is.. no words.. so wads the deal?
tell me something.. i wanna make something like a poll here.. so reply in the c-box k?
can't wait for this weekend to ARRIVE!!! in 48hrs, my parents and my pesky brother will be on their way to Lang Tengah Island to have 4d/3n of pure bliss without me! of course, it's the same way around.. i'm going to have long wings of gigantic proportions! woooooooooot!
saturday night at my hse is then canceled.. eddie murphy will have to wait for a while longer.. no point in having a cinema, when no one's gona watch right?.. so we also scrapped plans to go mountain-passing in genting to go to (yes) RAVE! hahahahahahhaaa..
friggin ticket cost 40 buck man.. and i'm sure i'll be spending more there.. and not to mention petrol money.. wah!! gonna burn holes in my pocket the size of meteors.. aiks! looks like ALL my friends will be going la.. although i think 95% the evo will not make a presence there.. *sob sob* i mean, driving all the way to PD, parking a nice and HOT expensive car among the, undoubtably, thousands of cars there, and coming back to find your windows smashed, RSM, turbo timer, gauges, steering wheel etc etc all missing isn't a sight any car owner would wanna see.. not to mention that that's the least that could happen.. the most? no car at all.. die lo... hahaha
then i dunno wanna spend the night there or not also.. haha.. since i have those big flappy wings sticking behind my back for 4 days, i don't have to go there.. hehee.. but Sv says wanna go back.. so see how la.. :P
speed up time.. i beg you! hehehe..
see you guys there la! for those who aren't going:ON A BIT LA!!!
yesterday, the well, D-Day for one of my bestest friends in the world, Rei, came!!! she was scheduled to perform in front of the public in sunway pyramid!! haha.. being one of the TOP 10 finalists.. i really have to say, she's kinda outdone herself.. was so proud of her!! hahahahaa.. truly.. haha.. couldn't believe my eyes that julia, the kinda timid, blurry, even sometimes insane girl is capable of going up on stage, performing in front of a thousand people or so, and performing a self composition!! and i have to humbly admit.. superbly done REI!! was so nice to hear you sing in front of so so many ppl.. hahahah.. cheers!
then there were also the other contestants la of course.. the ones that sorta stood out were ermm.. junie, missy elliot, and the eventual winner.. ermm..
then came the results la.. the 3 sub-titles were up for grabs first.. and lo and behold.. who was the winner for Miss Roxy?? [drum roll] Misssssssyyyyyyy Elliot!!! at that time, me, kelly, zero, Sv and i guess most of the crowd were like WTF????? are the organizers for REAL??? aiyoooooooooo.. omg.. then came Miss Perfect Skin.. JULIA!!! woooo!! we were flabberghasted!! hahahahhaa.. we were ONE HAPPY BUNCH MAN.. hahah.. then the last sub-title: Miss Personlality... MISSSSSSYYYYYYY FRIGGIN ELLIOT!! wah.. the image that i was conjuring in my mind was projectiles from my side of the crowd going towards BOTH missy elliot and pietr.. FAT ASS la!.. hahah.. geram like shit liao at that time.. then the top 3 were called to stage.. and well, not suprisingly, Junie, 21 were called la.. then MISSSSSYYYYYYY ELLIOT!!! wah... i almost died.. she sucked man!! i mean, she HAD to be like 3rd from LAST probably.. hiahzzz... i'd CHOP if she'd won man.. (of course, i'm only saying that because i already know the result.. wahahahah) but at last, 21 won, and well, it wasn't expected, but still acceptable la.. because REI won a proze at the very least.. hehe.. feeling great for ya grrl!
then we (Sv, Zero and me) left for times square for a movie appointment with melody... haha.. was going to watch stealth.. so we reached times square at round 7? proceeded to walk around aimlessly looking for a restaurant.. then settled for the No. 2 favourite japanese restaurant! NIPPON-TEI.. haihzz.. actually, getting frggin bored with that restaurant liao la.. haihzz... it's kinda expensive, these types of restaurants.. so i went yet again for the Oyako Nabe which was some chicken dish to put it generally.. ate till my stomach sighed of the same old japanese food.. and we went for the movie la.. STEALTH! hmm.. before watching it, i thought i had the plot all planned out.. haha.. i thought it was going to be the typical state of the art technology gone wrong movie.. it ALWAYS is isn't it??.. hmmm.. then like 3/4 in to the movie, the plot that i predicted kinda took a turn in direction! haha.. technology became good again.. haha.. i don't really know how to put it into words la.. but mainly, you gotta see the movie to know la..
overall, 7/10.. great graphics as expected, but shitty acting from the guy who won Best Actor.
last words.. good one JU! you totally deserve it!
aug 20th around the corner! movie night in my hse! so for anyone who's free that night, come over yeah.. and you gotta be immune to the word FUCK k?.. hahahahahaha.. not a movie rated U k?
PS: you know wad.. for those who have been following my previous blog, i still felt funny looking at 'her' in the face.. i still felt somewhat, funny.. like butterflies in my stomach.. hmmm.. but at least i can now kinda hide it well la.. and spoke like a line or 2 to her.. hmmm.. oh well, hope it gets better la.. feels miserable.. she seems affected too..
yes! i admit. i'm a LAZY BLOGGER! hmmmm.. there, i said it.. i admit..
so today's topic will be on: lo and behold.. BLOGGING!
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my god.. how did i ever get into this blogging business.. lemme see.. *scours through the countless files of memories scattered everywhere like tissue paper in my mind for any memories on my first blog..* crap.. can't seem to recall who was it that drove me to bllurt everything that i felt, thought, pondered about in my mind and heart.. oh well, i know for sure it was one of my friends la.. maybe shijuanzhu i guess..
NOW.....!!
i have to admit, my first blog, was mainly about my relationship.. how i felt when i was with the jewel in my life.. my queen.. mainly in that blog, i was venting a lot of my frustration.. frustration that kept on collecting deep within my heart.. and the only way, (i felt) that i could take it out of that deep dark hole was to BLOG! i wanted her to read it, and know who i really am.. what i was thinking because i know, i was too afraid to say it face to face.. i didn't want to hurt anyone's feelings.. and i couldn't stand to be angry at the person i loved the most.. so i kept it in.. and only published it in the blog.. we have since gone our seperate ways.. but i guess that blog is still very important to me, as it holds memories.. although there are bad ones.. some of them i wouldn't really wanna remember.. there are also some that are memories to cherish for life..-- i went for ns (which was a total waste of my f-king time) --then i came back.. and created my second blog.. this one.. which i wanted to really show me.. as in not my relationships.. so i created this one... it's mainly about random posts.. about the daily trivialities.. about the simple, basic things in life.. the posts that are less emotional, less hurting, less revealing perhaps? yeah..but coming back to general terms.. why do people blog??.. i mean, what is it that drives people to sit in front off their computers almost everyday.. (excluding me la..) and type out a portion of their lives so that the world can read it? could they be attention grabbing? could it be that blogging represents a new era of Diaries? (the only thing in difference being everyone else can read it..) could it be some form of.. ermm.. way to voice out your opinions.. i mean... using your mouth to pose thoughts to other people isn't going to go too far in terms of influence.. by blogging, can these thoughts be amplified to the billions and billions of people who are connected to this INTERnational NETwork? WHY WHY WHY?? stupid 3 letter word..but then again...we also haf to wonder about the people who love reading blogs.. i mean.. a good example of a blog-stalker would be rei's blog man.. (no no no no OFFENCE meant ok rei!!!!) if yuo look at the tag section of her blog, every 2 or 1 post (for that matter), there'll be 2 names that pop up the most.. (of course, saying and stating their names would make me a real fucktard.. i'm not doing that..) so, what is it that drives people to wanna read and indulge themselves in the personal lives of the people they know.. i mean.. this IS the driving force of blogging.. without the readers.. there wouldn't be any BLOGS now would there? is it the "keh-poh-chee" attitude that influences people to read blogs and get hooked to them?? the privacy issue with blogging should be a BIG ISSUE.. since a lot of stuff are nowadays.. but why isn't it??.. why isn't anyone sueing? why isn't anyone complaining? let's ponder on that la..and btw, all the types of blogs that i mention here are personal blogs.. not those real specific ones..[if this post sucks.. i know it does.. i'm so drowsy i can't think straight.. :P]
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO ME..
this is undoubltably, the most scary pic.. imagine all those young little potter fans out there looking at their idols like this.. ugghh.. scaryyyyyyyy
i wouldn't wanna spoil the fun for those who wanna watch it after i write this.. but seriously.. screw the island, or war of the worlds, or batman, or premonition, or jim carrey shows or JACKASS for that matter.. Eddie Murphy RAW certainly takes the cake for being the most funniest, fucked up show i've ever seen in my entire 18 years of existence.. hahaha..
a couple of days back.. i got a surprise call from Jem and Jon P. saying they were about to come over to my place to pay me a visit.. out of the sudden shock of recieving such a call at aorund 10 prompted me to say: SURE.. haha.. and so they came.. after some grumbling from my mum, i headed out with them.. undecided on where to go, Jem suggested we pay Sv a visit.. i decided to drive Jon's car on the way up.. on the way, Jon added that he had a 'nice' video to show us.. me, thinking that there were only gonna be 3 guys, and being a show that was 'nice', my horny little mind presumed it wasn't gonna be rated UMUM la.. if you get my drift.. kekeke :P
so we reached Sv's hse.. and had small talk over his GTi's rims looking like the R3 ones.. except better.. hahahaha.. and proceeded to watch the 'nice' movie.. aniticipation filled me up (but don't think of me as some horny teenage asshole okay..) and lo and behold, the title RAW captured my eyes and triggered my imagination.. what does it mean by RAW??? hmmmmmmmmmm.. :P
then i see EDDIE MURPHY's fucked up face, smiling widely, advertising his sparkling white teeth.. i burst into laughter.. hahaha.. no porn (oops.) tonite then.. soon realised it was going to be comedy night with 3 of my friends.. oh well, better than staying at home i guess..
as the movie started, i realised it wasn't a movie, but a stand up comedy type of show.. by none other than EDDIE himself.. and out he strolls fom back stage wearing this tight purple and black leather suit (parading his physical features of course.. grrrrrr for women out there..) racing gloves, a black scarf wrapped around his neck and a gold ring. even that prompted more shouts of laughter..
he then proceeded with his jokes on Michael 'motherfucking' Jackson, Mr T frm the A Team and (screams with laughter..) Bill Cosby.. hahahahahahhaahahahahhaah!!!!!!! from that 30 minutes of jokes (or should i say, very mean sarcasms..) i laughed till tears rolled down and stomach cramps set in.. i mean, i was really LAUGHING.. if it weren't for the slightly smaller space around the TV, i guess i would have to be rolling on the friggin floor.. i was laughing so hard, i would put a laughing hyena into shame.. FREAKING FUCKING OUTRAGEOUSLY FUNNY!!!! fuck youuuuuuuuu, eddieeeeeeeee..... :P
eddie murphy doing what he does best..
for those who wanna watch it, i'm getting the DVD burned.. so i'll have a copy to keep, and i'm downloading it from the net as i speak.. about 10% done anyway.. so i'm having a showtime this AUGUST 20th.. so for those who wanna see it.. feel free to drop by my place k?.. hahahahahahaa.. i can't wait to watch it again..
PS: Word of advice to girls out there.. Don't go making anymore Dick Threats to us guys anymore.. it's VERY VERY sensitive.. muahahahahahahahhaa...HALF!
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