i drove to college today.. on the way back , i had to drop by skool to pick my bro.. as the day was still young, i asked scott out for a "spot of tea".. went for a drink, and subsequently, still it was too early to head for skool.. so we decided to go pay a lil visit to our ex-educators.. upon reaching skool, (OMFG, it was freaking hot..) i parked my car, and we walked towards the skool, laughing, and joking around..

it was when we reached the main entrance to the skool, (you know, the part where the old torn down guard house used to be..) we noticed a small, kawaii, and not to mention, hapless, defenceless and judging by what happened.. kinda brainless (literally) kitten trying to cross the road.. [uggghhhh] it started on it's quest to get to the other side when suddenly, an MPV came rolling.. and well, you know what happened ler.. the kitten got run over.. but miraculously, it was still living!! and kicking about.. i guessed that it had some broken bones, but still alive, and "intact" if i may say so.. so i was like.. thank god..

but then, another car, a kia spectra if i'm not mistaken.. came strolling along.. stopped short of the kitten's head but then the kitten with (according to scott) 4 lives remaining out of the 9, ran out of luck.. i was like trying to get the driver's attention!! waving my hand and all.. but it all happened so quickly.. she stepped on the pedal and *squishhhh* right on the skull of the kitten.. consequently, it kinda... err.. err.. went like a baloon popped.. [uggggghhhhhhh x1000000] then after the "murder" did she look or sorta stare at me and did the hand motion depicting: "wad? wad???" and i said.. "cat cat!!!" and i was like, screw you man.. and i walked off.. leaving the "corpse" of kitten to be rolled over more.. [note that i refer to it as corpse and not carcass, bacause i feel so bad for it.. :( ]

on the way into the skool, i began to think, think that life is really unpredictable.. i mean, it can be normally progressing and *snap* as a bruptly as that, ending so brutally.. then i realised that it's not only life that's so cruel, it's also the same case in everything we engage ourselves in..

i don't think i'll be able to sleep tonite.. the little cruel movie keeps playing in my head.. i hate it..

RIP lil kitty..