Monday, August 08, 2005

+All right..+

all right.. all right!!.. i know i'm wrong.. i know i'm guilty.. i know that it's all my fault.

yes! i admit. i'm a LAZY BLOGGER! hmmmm.. there, i said it.. i admit..

so today's topic will be on: lo and behold.. BLOGGING!

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my god.. how did i ever get into this blogging business.. lemme see.. *scours through the countless files of memories scattered everywhere like tissue paper in my mind for any memories on my first blog..* crap.. can't seem to recall who was it that drove me to bllurt everything that i felt, thought, pondered about in my mind and heart.. oh well, i know for sure it was one of my friends la.. maybe shijuanzhu i guess..

NOW.....!!

i have to admit, my first blog, was mainly about my relationship.. how i felt when i was with the jewel in my life.. my queen.. mainly in that blog, i was venting a lot of my frustration.. frustration that kept on collecting deep within my heart.. and the only way, (i felt) that i could take it out of that deep dark hole was to BLOG! i wanted her to read it, and know who i really am.. what i was thinking because i know, i was too afraid to say it face to face.. i didn't want to hurt anyone's feelings.. and i couldn't stand to be angry at the person i loved the most.. so i kept it in.. and only published it in the blog.. we have since gone our seperate ways.. but i guess that blog is still very important to me, as it holds memories.. although there are bad ones.. some of them i wouldn't really wanna remember.. there are also some that are memories to cherish for life..

-- i went for ns (which was a total waste of my f-king time) --

then i came back.. and created my second blog.. this one.. which i wanted to really show me.. as in not my relationships.. so i created this one... it's mainly about random posts.. about the daily trivialities.. about the simple, basic things in life.. the posts that are less emotional, less hurting, less revealing perhaps? yeah..
but coming back to general terms.. why do people blog??.. i mean, what is it that drives people to sit in front off their computers almost everyday.. (excluding me la..) and type out a portion of their lives so that the world can read it? could they be attention grabbing? could it be that blogging represents a new era of Diaries? (the only thing in difference being everyone else can read it..) could it be some form of.. ermm.. way to voice out your opinions.. i mean... using your mouth to pose thoughts to other people isn't going to go too far in terms of influence.. by blogging, can these thoughts be amplified to the billions and billions of people who are connected to this INTERnational NETwork? WHY WHY WHY?? stupid 3 letter word..

but then again...

we also haf to wonder about the people who love reading blogs.. i mean.. a good example of a blog-stalker would be rei's blog man.. (no no no no OFFENCE meant ok rei!!!!) if yuo look at the tag section of her blog, every 2 or 1 post (for that matter), there'll be 2 names that pop up the most.. (of course, saying and stating their names would make me a real fucktard.. i'm not doing that..) so, what is it that drives people to wanna read and indulge themselves in the personal lives of the people they know.. i mean.. this IS the driving force of blogging.. without the readers.. there wouldn't be any BLOGS now would there? is it the "keh-poh-chee" attitude that influences people to read blogs and get hooked to them??

the privacy issue with blogging should be a BIG ISSUE.. since a lot of stuff are nowadays.. but why isn't it??.. why isn't anyone sueing? why isn't anyone complaining? let's ponder on that la..

and btw, all the types of blogs that i mention here are personal blogs.. not those real specific ones..

[if this post sucks.. i know it does.. i'm so drowsy i can't think straight.. :P]

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