i mean.. the main reason why people actually go and devote themselves to a relationship is to actually spend more quality time with their partner.. (as in walking together in shopping malls, going out for nice and romantic candlelight dinners and not to mention cozy cuddles in front of the fireplace.. well, okay la.. i'm just exaggerating.. :P)
nowadays i go out, looking at couples all around.. i don't know why.. a real sense of lonliness and sadness surrounds me.. although i try not to think about it, and why i feel that particular way, the reasons are too obvious.. YOU CAN BE TOO INVOLVED. and i do not mean like physically or sexually la.. i mean like getting too attached emotionally.. not to a person, but to the feeling of love itself..
i like being cared for. i like being the apple of someone's eyes. i like the fact that someone out there, a stranger whose existence used to mean nothing to me, is now in love with me, and loves me for who i am. (or for the moment la.) i like the feeling of joyousness when you see the significant other's face light up when you do something thoughtful, something nice. i like the feeling of my own face lighting up, or my heart beating just a few beats faster when a message comes in saying those innocent 3 words. i MISS those feelings...
but not to say that i'm desperate also la.. i'm doing fine now.. and i think that in the company of my friends has done nothing to make it worse.. to all my friends out there whom i mix with constantly.. thanks guys (and gals).. and for every mistake i did, everything that i said wrong, every nerve of yours that i got on to, i have to say i.... i.... FUCK YOU LA.. EVERYTHING I DID WAS RIGHT AND FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!! wahahahahahahaa :P (jokin.. i'm sorry k? wahahah)
hmmmm.. but getting back to the topic la.. relationships are like a great addition to anyone's life.. can add maturity by knowing how to care and be responsible towards the feelings of the other party.. can add happiness (if done appropriately..) but can also wreck your life.. mine was almost that..
but we learn how to stand up.. we learn how to be strong again..
and always remember...
LOVE COMES AGAIN...
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